you look so good its hurts... sometimes
has anyone else noticed how college professors like to make jokes while trying to lecture? of course this always makes me laugh because most of my professors are just old people trying to make a joke in their monotone (spl?) that i hardly catch on to. most of the time they are laughing though, and this makes me laugh. of course the professor i had that laughed the most at her own jokes was my women's studies professor. she was hilarious because she would always said uncomfortable things and then start cracking up and that made me laugh. anyway, i just wanted to say that i like their jokes and i like that it is consistent each quarter that every professor thinks they are some kind of comedian.
have you ever realized that you are keeping something alive with your thoughts and voice when it doesnt really exist? yes, well i realize that i was doing that. and well, i have completely decided that i dont like it. i dont like it at all. i just want these memories to go. and i just want to stop talking... no matter how many questions are asked, no matter how many things i can relate to. and the more i tell myself to not say it, the more i realize how much i say it... ah yes this is confusing but its because i dont really want to bring up the actual subject itself. besides, you understand.
school is a little out of touch lately, because i have been attending almost all of my classes. but i always seem to have that one lecture or one discussion that i never go to. and it just kills my skills you know. anyway, i am only taking three classes and people keep saying that is too little, well mostly just my dad. but if i dropped one of my classes it was for good reason, not because i want things to be easy and boring. way too many things were pointing to drop and so i did. who is he judge how many classes i am taking this quarter?! barrr!
lately i have been reading a lot of philosophy and i am realizing much about life. bleh. stupid philosophy i like you but i really dont all at the same time. you seem to have this sentimental value, yet none at all. do you see?!?! do you see how i am already speaking philosophy lingo.
alrighty then. hope this was more interesting than usual. ta-ta
have you ever realized that you are keeping something alive with your thoughts and voice when it doesnt really exist? yes, well i realize that i was doing that. and well, i have completely decided that i dont like it. i dont like it at all. i just want these memories to go. and i just want to stop talking... no matter how many questions are asked, no matter how many things i can relate to. and the more i tell myself to not say it, the more i realize how much i say it... ah yes this is confusing but its because i dont really want to bring up the actual subject itself. besides, you understand.
school is a little out of touch lately, because i have been attending almost all of my classes. but i always seem to have that one lecture or one discussion that i never go to. and it just kills my skills you know. anyway, i am only taking three classes and people keep saying that is too little, well mostly just my dad. but if i dropped one of my classes it was for good reason, not because i want things to be easy and boring. way too many things were pointing to drop and so i did. who is he judge how many classes i am taking this quarter?! barrr!
lately i have been reading a lot of philosophy and i am realizing much about life. bleh. stupid philosophy i like you but i really dont all at the same time. you seem to have this sentimental value, yet none at all. do you see?!?! do you see how i am already speaking philosophy lingo.
alrighty then. hope this was more interesting than usual. ta-ta