dont bother...
i was just spending fruitless time on myspace when i realized how much i would like to write. by the way, my internet in my room is out and for the time being i am using my roommats. she is reluctant althought i do not know why, i have let her borrow mine plenty of times. that is beside the point.
i wanted to mainly say that recently i have found that the only thing girls really cry about are guys. so many girls i hardly know have discussed with me relationships and long term problems with so called "men". but i am only stating a fact, i am certaintly not trying to act different. i think i am just struggling with this fact, and the fact that things most likely wont get better. not that my future relationships wont be worth it, i am just fearful. fearful of what my consequences are for getting emotional with another, for getting intimate, for trusting another. must there always be consequences? cant we just have fun?
another thing, have you ever noticed how shaved legs want to be touched? something my roommate said last night and i agree.
i wanted to mainly say that recently i have found that the only thing girls really cry about are guys. so many girls i hardly know have discussed with me relationships and long term problems with so called "men". but i am only stating a fact, i am certaintly not trying to act different. i think i am just struggling with this fact, and the fact that things most likely wont get better. not that my future relationships wont be worth it, i am just fearful. fearful of what my consequences are for getting emotional with another, for getting intimate, for trusting another. must there always be consequences? cant we just have fun?
another thing, have you ever noticed how shaved legs want to be touched? something my roommate said last night and i agree.