A big joke?
Apparently everyone sees me as a "big joke" because I have still yet to get a job. Well, you know what- I say that they can all just get off my case- because there isn't any point in me getting a job- unless I WANT TO!! So to all those people who keep harassing me to get a job- mind your own damn business. I think that you're all just jealous because I'm not having to "grow-up" and you all are- and honestly I'd rather be in the situation that I'm at then - having my own apartment and job and "yoga nights" and Tennis nights" and always saying "maybe" when I ask you to hang out with me. There isn't even any point in arguing with you- because you always think that you are right- and when on the few occaisions that I am- you just overly apologize and don't say what you think about things- so basically it turns into me yelling at you- and you apologizing for things that you shouldn't. THAT IS SO DAMN ANNOYING!!!! You drive me up the wall- and that is rather annoying. Maybe I should just go without talking to you- or even about you to AM- but that never seems to work. You say one thing and act a completely different way- and that is a pain too. Yes, I'd like to be independant and all that- but honestly you are one to talk- have you ever heard the expression painting the kettle black? That really applies to you- you think that you are all big and cool" because you have a job and yr own apt- yes- that sounds really independant to me- but then you always gripe about being broke and all that. But then your parents pay for stuff too- so I think that you are being alittle hypocritical. So. I'm sorry that I'm not independant - and that I'm not in way over my head with credit card debt and tons of bills to pay. I'm glad that I'm who I am- and that even though I've made some really bad choices and decisions in the last yr or so- but you know what? The choice was always up to me- and I decided what I wanted to.
So, I'm sorryt if I'm annoying you- and since apperently I still suffer from " Peter Pan Syndrome"- maybe I shouldn;t even try to be your friend anymore- since every SINGLE TIME that we talk it turns into an arguement with you getting all parental on me- last time I checked I had 2 parents- and honestly that's all I need.
So, I'm sorryt if I'm annoying you- and since apperently I still suffer from " Peter Pan Syndrome"- maybe I shouldn;t even try to be your friend anymore- since every SINGLE TIME that we talk it turns into an arguement with you getting all parental on me- last time I checked I had 2 parents- and honestly that's all I need.