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[2_l8_4_m3]

i just want to be with you
i dont want to hear about them
just give me your attention
keep me close to you
i miss you when your not there
i hate it when you dont leave me alone
you push me away
it just makes me want to get closer
i dont understand why you hurt me
why you dont say your sorry
how you can hit on other girls in front of me
and how i cant get mad at you for doing it
that one week could make someone so attached

i dont know what to think
my head is a mess
im thinking about too many things at once
its begining to burn
i think that there is cheating
but i know that there isnt
becasue when i think there isnt there is
so it isnt going on
its like when your on drugs
and you feel your heart beating as fast as a rabbits
and you freak out
you tell your self to chill out
that maybe your body will forget that its bad for it
and then you think i just informed my body of it by saying that
which makes your heart beat faster
like looking into two mirrors
and trying to find out how far they really reflect

i guess what im saying is... that i dont know, boy firends really do cause way too much drama!!