FAMILY
I realized last night that I'm such a family orientaed person. I have like mad love for my mom, even though we fight all the time, my dad, and my lil brother who I hated growing up....i love my little nephews and adore my godsons who aren't blood realeted but might as well be b/c their family is considered family to me. everyone that i bring into my circle, is always with good intent and most likely will be treated like family...that's the difference between my real friends and associates/aquaintances [not sure i spelled that right].
its so funny thoug cuz i never really sit and think of these things until I sit back and rerun certain days, and events that might of taken place that remind me of this. like my godsons mother, we never really realized where the years have gone. it feels like we just started hanging out in high school---but in reality we've been out of high school for 3 1/2 years and I knew her all 4 years of highschool. that's 7 years of knowing each other and family... Its so wierd.
Then like last night I noticed that my brother told me he loved me when I got out the car, cuz he was going to hang out and I was staying at home. The thing is when he usually says it I pay him no mind cuz I think he's saying it cuz he thinks I'm mad at him, but last night when he said it, I said it back and I told him to drive safely in the city[he drives crazy]. It touched me though and I started thinking how much I really love my family and those I consider family. I am truely a family person.