hello again

Feb 13, 2005 16:08

hello again everybody,
i know it's been a LONG time since i've updated....a long time. i decided that i wasn't gonna do this anymore, but idk, i figured that i should. ruth likes reading them so much, so i thought i'd do it for her. but this time around i'm gonna do a different type of updating. i'm not really gonna tell you my whole week and stuff like that, but just tell you my thoughts, feelings, and if some event is really special, i'll share it wit yal.

anyways...things have been going ok at the current moment. ruth and i had a really emotional weekend, but it was for the better. i mean, sure it was stressful, and i cried A LOT, but this weekend needed to happen to strengthen my relationship with Ruth and God. i would just wanna thank Ruth, for letting me get my stuff out in the open, and still wanting to be there for me in this tough time right now. i would also like to thank norman, for being so understanding, and being there for me too. i just need help right now, and if you could pray for me, that'd be wonderful. but, i'm hopeful (as it says in my mood) that i can get through this with ruth, and norman's help. i just wanted you to know that i'm now in the high school evfree youth group band. it's awesome. i'm still playing guitar (as i will always do). i actually just got a new acoustic electric guitar. IT'S AWESOME! i will post some pictures in the future once i figured out how to do that. right now, i'm just kind of happy to be alive. i mean, i have some problems, but i feel a lot better knowing that God is gonna help me through them. along with Ruth and Norman, wouldn't forget about you guys. well, WINTERCAMP! is in little less than 4 days and I CAN'T WAIT! it's gonna be sooooo awesome this year. not only will ruth be coming, but also, it's the high school one. i hope we play games though, like we did at the junior high one. when we older people learn that it's not that important to be cool, and you just hafta play some immature disgusting games once in a while?:P well, i'm kinda feeling under the weather right now, i'm just hoping it'll clear up by wintercamp. if not, i'll just take dayquill the whole time i'm there. that usually makes me feel better. ummm, i think you know that i'm going to highschool now. i'm not sure. i think the last time i updated was in....october maybe? idk, but yeah, i'm going to highschool, and right now i'm currently taking driver's ed. it's an EASY class. i have 104.9%. it's awesome! well, i don't know what else to write. prolly ruth is the only one be reading this. so...I LOVE YOU RUTH! lol, bye everybody.
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