please come back to me
it's been 64 and a half hours since i've seen ruth. she's in marine world right now, and she was at great america yesterday to see an RK concert. i've pretty much been dying here without her. wasting away until she gets back. and i'm counting the minutes till she does. i really miss her. the majority of the time she's been gone, i've been crying and sleeping. i went to see The Grudge last night thinking that would take my mind of ruth, but in turn it just made me think about her more. i thought about how at the scarey parts in the movie, we would just to scare eachother by poking eachother. or how the scarey parts were a reason to nudge a little closer to ruth....if though they weren't that scarey. man, i miss her so much, it fills my eyes with tears just to think about her. she's supposed to come back late sunday night, or early monday morning. i hope she'll have enough energy to see me monday after school. otherwise i'd have to wait till drama on monday. i hope she'll want to see me, cuz i know i'll want to see her. please come back to me ruth, and please hurry. it's hell here without you...