i've been waiting for something definitive to happen. some divine event or mood that gives me the royal OK put an end to this journal, because i've all but moved out. it's either already come, or will never happen. i'd also really like to get my computer back.
c'est la vie.

let's make the event an album of sad songs:
Full of millions of red ( Read more... )

so i'm trying to hatch this plan where i see stefan more, if possible, before the summer ends (because otherwise he leaves on the frickin. 16th? or something? because his parents want to dick around with relatives on the east coast? *insert selfish bitching*), and where he actually spends my birthday with me, not to mention seeing the pixies and ( Read more... )

by the way: yes, i went when i was sick (and probably shouldn't have been driving. a little light-headed), and also, josh horwath squirms like a little girl at the gory parts. pass it on.

SUBSTANCE! almost ( Read more... )

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so i'm back, and i wrote a little, and what i didn't write i'll makeup for with pictures. of which i have almost 18 rolls to develop ( Read more... )

beck - sweet sunshine
mud fuzz music for vertical sweat time.
interpret that however you like.

i tend to be an optimist. until it comes to the future. and relationship.s.
exhausted and working on smashing my internal clock entirely.
"i mean. we have the whole summer left. which is like, a month and a half, right?"
not ready. not yet.

1) i am on an early/late cat-power-and-saul-williams binge. somehow it makes sense. crying in the car ( Read more... )

i don't do quizzes. but.


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tsunami warning for orange county. hah.
see you down in arizona bay...