Aug 04, 2001 17:52
you know the weirdest emotion came over me today. you know what that was? Nothing at all. It is a Saturday!! Keep that one in mind. I am supposed to be out drinkin with a few good friends and BY CHOICE, this is what i did today. I woke up at 8:30 to go shopping. Those of you who know me know i can get up to go to work (sometimes) but thats as far as it goes those of you who don't now ya do. Any way. i went out with my two sisters. Steph and Allie. While i was out with them i looked at them and just realized something. Every bad thought, every bad emotion, every bad thing i was going through. For the first time in a while,ceased to matter. I wasn't laughing the whole time i was with them. I didnt even talk to much while i was shopping. (SURPRISED?) Come to think of it they didn't talk to much either. They didn't have to.( As for you that dont know, i dont get to see my family very much because i live somewhat far away from them) But anyway, you know when you grow up and there are somethings you will always remember? Whether its you having a heart to heart talk with your dad about something seriouse, or if its just about you and your older brother going out and chasing animals. Either way you will always remember that. This was mine. The day where nothing went wrong. Everything about it went great. The day i looked at my sisters and i finally figured out how much they mean to me. you know what i found out. They mean everything. Now if you will excuse me, i am going out with MY MOM AND MY STEPDAD. Yes on a saturday night. And yes, its exactly what i want to do tonight! You know whats odd about it, i am not even that much of a family person!!!!