A girl blind-folded... Or is she?

[22leslie22]

A girl walks in the world blind folded. If you ask her a question she will be able to give you advice, and sometimes, the advice is even worth following. Yet that one girl that you trust enough to take the advice from, you dont know if you can trust her enough to show up on time to a get to together. To trust the girl enough to be there when "she

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I DREAM THE SAME DREAM YOUR GIRL DOES

[22leslie22]

Do me a favor, call your girl right now or as soon as you can and tell her just how much she means to you. Call her and tell her that through all the sorrows, triumphs, tribulations, you will always be there to protect her. my point is, its impossible. I once told my baby that my love will always be sweeter then any peach, and brighter then any star. thats lame. My love for him would never compare to that.when i hurt him, I was heart less, i didnt have a conscience.You told me to show him.Heres a taste of what i do and why. I wake up,i get my shower, i call him. we talk for a few minutes and then it is off to school. I am on my way thinkin "is he going to make it to school on time" "is he going to think of me while he is there". I am at school, second period. every day i am asked the same question, "will you skip and leave with me." Dont get me wrong I WANT TO. infact one day i said yes,went to my locker and there was his picture. closed my locker and went to class Its the end of the day,i get all of my papers that i handed in back... homework, quizes, etc. Every paper that was handed back to me,my lowest grade was a C. homework, my lowest grade has been a B. I dont like to study, i hate to do homework but yet i do it.because one day i called richie. I told him how i did. If you could hear the excitement in his voice and how he was soo proud of me that i was doing good, who wouldnt want that. Ever since then i continue to do so. I work hard for that one voice. I get my grades because i love how that alone can make him smile. ok, my day goes on. WORK! who likes it? i dont. I can call mom and tell her i dont wanna come in.. she wouldnt mind. But yet i have never once done that. For the simple fact that when i turn 18 i want to have every thing all together.i want to move out of here and be with him. i work every day with a smile on my face because i know that i couldnt get any reward greater then that. a future. everything that i do revolves around this one being. Every achievement that i have accomplished has came from him. Every dream that will soon come true,he gave to me. I cant say to him how much he means to me. Those words are untouchable. So to my anonymous,i can tell you most likely what your girl is thinking as well. My goal in life is to make my baby happy. to be the one who kisses him good night. To go into my room one day and see his smiling face staring down at our little girl/boy. i just want to be the one. I know by me making him happy, i coulnt be any happier myself. I know that he knows i love him. I know he loves me. I just cannot describe how deep that love is. I cannot tell him how bad i want him. I ache for him every day. I cry for him. i wish to god that i could see him... just one more time soon. only for five minutes, just long enough to be held in his arms and be told that he loves me. Because you may not be able to tell some one how much you love them,but you can always see it in there eyes. I see it in his. the way he smiles at me. The way he talks to me. the way he looks at me, i know. You said that she is getting her life together, and it makes you feel...you dont have to explain. but try to understand something. Her life is pronounced through you. the same way that mine is through him. and if i were you,i wouldnt feel bad,i wouldnt feel hurt. just be proud. It is more your accomplishment then it is hers. Because with out you,she wouldnt have done it. Now i know what you were saying when you said that she wouldnt listen before when you tried to help her. honey, i was a liar, i was a bitch, and i didnt change. i didnt really feel as though i had to. you cant change a person unless they themselves are willing to change.I finally did one day.he told me, rather bluntly i might add,"get you shit straight or we cant be together" ive done well ever since. I cant loose him. i need him. i want to be nothing more then his. I love him with all of my heart,the same way that i am sure your girl loves you.