A girl blind-folded... Or is she?
A girl walks in the world blind folded. If you ask her a question she will be able to give you advice, and sometimes, the advice is even worth following. Yet that one girl that you trust enough to take the advice from, you dont know if you can trust her enough to show up on time to a get to together. To trust the girl enough to be there when "she said she would." So why do you take that advice and follow it? What is it about a girl who walks in a blind fold so intriguing? Why is it that someone who cant see past the end of there own noses, expect, hope, wish, want, and need someone to look upon them?
I am a girl in a blind fold. Only my problem is, i look to other people to lean on. Now some people say that that isnt a problem. Every one needs someone to lean on. So then why is it that when i find a person to lean on, who will let me lean, i attempt to blind fold them as well. Almost like i am purposely trying to fall down. What appears that way to some, feels different to me. I have lied, betrayed, hurt, and yet i am always given that second chance. That one person, well two people who can say, "its ok i still love you. Just try harder not to fall." How does a girl in a blind fold convince the one that she loves that she can see past the end of her nose? How does she show him that even though she cant see and is slowley yet surley trying to pull off the bandana, she can feel. She can have all the emotions as well. I have nothing to prove to my baby except for one. And that one thing is what hurts worse of all...
I am trying to prove to him that i do love him. That i am not trying to push him away. That what i have done. (attempted to blind fold him.) Was not done with thought. Was not done intentionally.
I am sure you have asked by now... "if she is blind folded, how does she walk?" For me, i have a hand. A very strong hand that always leads me in the right direction. Only because of my stubborn ways, i go the wrong direction for now apparent reason..... Now, the reason for me claiming it is a very strong hand leading me is for several reasons... I take wrong turns alot and i am forgivin, i am pushed onward, granted there is less trust there but, i am always guided back. Plus the fact of occasionally, well just about all of the time, I have made him fall. I have blind folded him as well only it hurts more for him because he fell first. I fell on him so he broke my fall. (Meaning... I hurt him more then what was needed. No, not more then what was needed, i just hurt him.) And the last reason of the "strong hands" you get a smack in the ass if you make a wrong turn every now and then to. The girl with the blind fold loves him. Loves him very much and wants nothing more then for him to be happy. I love him. I love him with all of my heart and more. There is not a thing in this world that i wouldn't do for him. I am doing what i can to take of the blind fold. I have just blind folded so many other people that i have to undo what i did while i walk as well. But in the proccess i notice something...
My "strong hand" from before... Hes still standing right beside me. I am not blind i just needed guided. And even when i needed him the most, (and i still do) he never left. He has always been right there.
Richie;
i love you with all my heart and i never meant to hurt you. I WILL PROVE THAT TO YOU.
I LOVE YOU BABY!
I am a girl in a blind fold. Only my problem is, i look to other people to lean on. Now some people say that that isnt a problem. Every one needs someone to lean on. So then why is it that when i find a person to lean on, who will let me lean, i attempt to blind fold them as well. Almost like i am purposely trying to fall down. What appears that way to some, feels different to me. I have lied, betrayed, hurt, and yet i am always given that second chance. That one person, well two people who can say, "its ok i still love you. Just try harder not to fall." How does a girl in a blind fold convince the one that she loves that she can see past the end of her nose? How does she show him that even though she cant see and is slowley yet surley trying to pull off the bandana, she can feel. She can have all the emotions as well. I have nothing to prove to my baby except for one. And that one thing is what hurts worse of all...
I am trying to prove to him that i do love him. That i am not trying to push him away. That what i have done. (attempted to blind fold him.) Was not done with thought. Was not done intentionally.
I am sure you have asked by now... "if she is blind folded, how does she walk?" For me, i have a hand. A very strong hand that always leads me in the right direction. Only because of my stubborn ways, i go the wrong direction for now apparent reason..... Now, the reason for me claiming it is a very strong hand leading me is for several reasons... I take wrong turns alot and i am forgivin, i am pushed onward, granted there is less trust there but, i am always guided back. Plus the fact of occasionally, well just about all of the time, I have made him fall. I have blind folded him as well only it hurts more for him because he fell first. I fell on him so he broke my fall. (Meaning... I hurt him more then what was needed. No, not more then what was needed, i just hurt him.) And the last reason of the "strong hands" you get a smack in the ass if you make a wrong turn every now and then to. The girl with the blind fold loves him. Loves him very much and wants nothing more then for him to be happy. I love him. I love him with all of my heart and more. There is not a thing in this world that i wouldn't do for him. I am doing what i can to take of the blind fold. I have just blind folded so many other people that i have to undo what i did while i walk as well. But in the proccess i notice something...
My "strong hand" from before... Hes still standing right beside me. I am not blind i just needed guided. And even when i needed him the most, (and i still do) he never left. He has always been right there.
Richie;
i love you with all my heart and i never meant to hurt you. I WILL PROVE THAT TO YOU.
I LOVE YOU BABY!