speak your emotions,right? why do that if all you do is fuck up?

[22leslie22]

I didnt mean for you to be dissapointed
I didnt mean to make you be upset
I didnt mean to say the things i did.
but i said words i now regret.

Dissapointment is a very strong word
and im sorry you are in me
I just say things that i shouldnt
I have to learn to let certain things be.

after i told you what i thought
you asked what i was thinking
i told you nothing because i wasnt
i was rather looking up and dreaming

I say things that shouldnt be said
and i apologize it came out
but making you dissapointed in me
was not what it was about

Rocky hills with a broken knee:
Why do we have to walk that way
I apologize to you and i am sorry
but tomorrow is a new day.

I am going to be shy about the call
I dont know if you'de want to talk
But i want you to forgive me.
So on that hill, Ill walk.

I pulled the trigger again
I said exactly what i shouldn't
Just be quiet for one day
I can, but here i couldn't

I dont like this scenario
I am sorry i made it this way
I apologize for saying what i did
and im sorry for the things i say

I can handle the dissapointment in people
but i cant handle it from you
I am sorry you are dissapointed in me
i wish what i said wasnt true

I am sorry that i thought that
But i do know how you feel
I know that the love you have for me
Will be and already is, real

I am sorry you feel this way
That your dissapointed in me.
I wish i could take things back
and left that subject be.

I love you and i care for you
and i know you do the same
But now how are things going
they were ok till i came.