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"ceilings don't exsist and there are no floors beneath me"
with everything going on with me my parents said i didn't have to go to school today unless i wanted too....so i figured i'd stay home cause i really didn't feel like draging myself around school all day and having everyone ask me "nick whats wrong?"...maybe i'll go tomorrow since its only a half day i'm not sure....no need to save my absent days for italy cause i probably won't go since i can't play anyway...as if this christmas didn't suck already it just got worse...the one thing that kept me together, the one thing that kept hope inside me, the one thing that could have maybe taken me places, the one thing that i worked so hard for..is now being taken away from me...how much worse can my life get?
with everything going on with me my parents said i didn't have to go to school today unless i wanted too....so i figured i'd stay home cause i really didn't feel like draging myself around school all day and having everyone ask me "nick whats wrong?"...maybe i'll go tomorrow since its only a half day i'm not sure....no need to save my absent days for italy cause i probably won't go since i can't play anyway...as if this christmas didn't suck already it just got worse...the one thing that kept me together, the one thing that kept hope inside me, the one thing that could have maybe taken me places, the one thing that i worked so hard for..is now being taken away from me...how much worse can my life get?