i need something good to die for, to make it beautiful to live
could this really be the end? why!? just when things were starting to get better this had to happen...my soccer career could be over as i know it...if i stop playing soccer i want it to because i want to and not because the doctor says i have too...so i will play and if i die playing then so be it...wow this really sucks, soccer has been my whole life...soccer is one thing in my life that i'm good at and might get me somewhere...i can't stop now, i've worked to hard and gotten to far to stop now...fuck the doctors.....