Long TIme Gone
Sorry haven't have internet in a while. Plus I was taking some time off from the wedding. I'm kind of upset. The reason being is that I see a lot of people who already have so much stuff done for their wedding. I'm so happy for you by the way. But it makes me sad that nothing is done for mine. That my in laws don't even care that we want to get married and they want us to get married down there. So it's not like on my days off I can go and look at places. I have to wait for them to look at places. I'm to the point that I don't even care anymore. I just want to call them and be like, just tell us when and where and we'll be there. You do everything. Hey I'll even let you pick put the dress I'll wear. Is this normal. If Thomas and I wait till next summer to get married then maybe we'll have enough to get married where we want. Then we won't have to worry about them telling us where to get married. I'm just so depressed because nothing is getting done. I have everything I want picked out. The invitations and all the trimings, plus favors. But it does me little good to get everything if we don;t even have a date. Becuase no one wants to do anything. And the place I want to get married at that's in New Mexico is Two hours away from his family and his mom says no. I'm just to the point of saying screw it lets just go down to the court house because you don't care. What to do, What to do.