Hey Nat! Oh man I am so sorry to hear this and everything. It's going to be really tough but hopefully it will get better once your step-dad is out of the house finally and everything. It's good that you stick up and don't take that crap, if anything you aren't a fuckup and not even close to it. You will be rewarded in the end for watching out for your family even if they do not thank you or anything. Alcohol is pretty shitty no doubt about that and it really does mess people up, my mom's dad was an alcohol so I've heard stories like this from my own mom, so I have an idea as to what you are going through. It sucks I won't lie, but you have to hang on tight and do whatever you can to get him out of the house in a reasonable manner that could piss people off but later realize how much you have done for them. You will not be the one regretting it, they will, they will regret it because they could of listened to you thanked you once, and yet they haven't. Some people just never learn there is no doubt about that. Just get out of the house as much as you can and don't hangout around there. You are a smart, awesome girl that deserves better then that. I know you have friends like Nikki who care about you and many others too, that would take you in when ever you need it, even your sister and everything if you ever wanted to get her your brother and yourself away. Trust me there are many people who care about you and will listen to you and help you. So don't ever be afraid to ask for it. I think what you are doing is amazing, and def. a great example for everyone, that they need to speak out in times that are needed instead of keeping it in and letting it destroy them in all manners possible. So hang on tight and I promise you will get through this no matter what, you are an amazing being all around and have a lot to offer. You may be small :P but you have the biggest heart possible!!! <3<3<3
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