AHHH!!!!!
Just when i thought everything couldnt get any better, it all goes down the tubes again!!! WTF!
- My parents are getting divorced and my mother told me to my face screaming at me, "WE ARE GETTING DIVORCED ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED!!!" WTF!! My sister is the one who has begged for this divorce since the day they met! I told my ass hole of a stepdad that he has anger management problems and i cant even leave the fucking house without being scared he is going to hit her!! And i also cannot defend her without having him swing at me too!! WTF!! Who the hell hits their kids and their spouses! Only a sick fuck does that!!! I havent done shit to deserve this!!! My brother wont stick up for my mother OR ME becuase he is scared of his own father! And so is Steph so that leaves me!! And then when ever i stick up for her it is great at the time but eventually i get the fucking blame for EVERYTHING! I try soooo fucking hard to please the people in this family that it makes me sick! My alcoholic fuck up parents hate me and i hate them and once i get a chance to leave this fuck up of a family i am gone! I already have a college lining up and it is at LEAST going to be 2 hours away, and when i leave i am NEVER coming back! My mom calls me "The biggest fuck up of a child she has ever heard of" and i cant even begin to tell you how much that fucking hurts!! I am always caught in some stupid shit drama that affects my life where it hurts and i cannot do anything about it! I hate this fucking family! If anyone is a fuck up it is my mom for staying with the bastard for soo God Damn long!! not me!! fuck him to hell if he thinks he is going to hurt me! They have been alcoholics ever since i can remember so i dont even know if what they are saying is from the alcohol or from them but either way they will regret it when i am gone forever and never fucking call them or tell them where i am going to live, who i am going to marry and there is no way in HELL that they will ever see my kids if i end up having some because i hate them!! Fuck them for everything i have evr gone through with them! Fuck my mmother for using me as a scapegoat EVERYDAY her and my step-dad got in a fight and fuck him for knowing about it all and not getting some mental help! Oh yeah he has anger problems by the way! Think he takes medicine?? I dont fucking think so!Just like everything else in this house, and my life, FALLING APART!!!
- My parents are getting divorced and my mother told me to my face screaming at me, "WE ARE GETTING DIVORCED ARE YOU FUCKING HAPPY NOW YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED!!!" WTF!! My sister is the one who has begged for this divorce since the day they met! I told my ass hole of a stepdad that he has anger management problems and i cant even leave the fucking house without being scared he is going to hit her!! And i also cannot defend her without having him swing at me too!! WTF!! Who the hell hits their kids and their spouses! Only a sick fuck does that!!! I havent done shit to deserve this!!! My brother wont stick up for my mother OR ME becuase he is scared of his own father! And so is Steph so that leaves me!! And then when ever i stick up for her it is great at the time but eventually i get the fucking blame for EVERYTHING! I try soooo fucking hard to please the people in this family that it makes me sick! My alcoholic fuck up parents hate me and i hate them and once i get a chance to leave this fuck up of a family i am gone! I already have a college lining up and it is at LEAST going to be 2 hours away, and when i leave i am NEVER coming back! My mom calls me "The biggest fuck up of a child she has ever heard of" and i cant even begin to tell you how much that fucking hurts!! I am always caught in some stupid shit drama that affects my life where it hurts and i cannot do anything about it! I hate this fucking family! If anyone is a fuck up it is my mom for staying with the bastard for soo God Damn long!! not me!! fuck him to hell if he thinks he is going to hurt me! They have been alcoholics ever since i can remember so i dont even know if what they are saying is from the alcohol or from them but either way they will regret it when i am gone forever and never fucking call them or tell them where i am going to live, who i am going to marry and there is no way in HELL that they will ever see my kids if i end up having some because i hate them!! Fuck them for everything i have evr gone through with them! Fuck my mmother for using me as a scapegoat EVERYDAY her and my step-dad got in a fight and fuck him for knowing about it all and not getting some mental help! Oh yeah he has anger problems by the way! Think he takes medicine?? I dont fucking think so!Just like everything else in this house, and my life, FALLING APART!!!