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[1taciturnvegan]

i went to sleep at 4.... i woke up at 6.... im not tired and i dont feel like forcing myself to sleep

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[richips]

yay for eastern philosophy
is this nick? i love you tomato buddy!

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[dropkickatari]

it bothers me too when i think that i'm wasting my time; i know what you mean about everything seeming too routine. i get depressed because i want to get out there and see stuff (travelling around some) and then when that happens i try to get back into getting excited about everyday life to make it better (stupid little things like playing a video game or working too much) and it kind of numbs me into thinking everything's fine until the routine of it all catches up again and i'm discontented again.

then again i don't even know for sure if i'll be happier travelling or just more stressed out. and sometimes i think that i should be able to make myself content wherever i am. if i try to look for it in other places i might end up disappointed and wanting something else.