Jan 27, 2005 09:44
i'm so angry with them. grrrr. too bad there are no marks eh? bc then you'd be pretty much screwed. yep. life is sweet...i have to have my english teacher call my house today. bc i. suck. at. life. and i'm. a. terrible. person. i try to warn all you people, and you just don't listen.
well. i am. and i've discovered that driving REALLLY fast. with REALLLY loud music and SCREAMING. makes you feel a lot better. but then usually you cry. which i did. which makes driving seem. blurry.
blurriness continued until i got home and received screaming/lovely trip to couch. (grrr to you) and realized that i had to get ahold of my english teacher to talk about how. i . suck. at. life.
then i proceeded to get all dirty (sick mind!) by drawing for an intense two hours. i'm liking it so far. hopefully you do too.
and then i had a weird dream. where everyone but my family, some people from the gym, and some unknowns? all ended up dead. on a football field. bc of this kid i know. but actually it started with a girl. who killed a really cute guy. and then it was like guys against girls (in like this crazy town-where they only lived with themselves-and never talked to other ppl-kinda like-did you see the village?) and the girls ended up winning. but this kid i know. was in a van, drinking with his brother. and the police came. and they tied the police up.a nd they started killing the girls that were left. and they thought i was on their side. except i had left my grandpa's funeral. to come out there...and i like kept crying through all of this. but i was on the police side. and eventually, he killed everyone but the police woman. and then i told him to run? (i thought i was on the other side) and she called extra police. then i went back in the funeral. and they were like is everything ok? and i was like yea. but then they went outside just to check, and they like glanced and turned back around to go back in. and then did a double take. and it was like...idk. the beginnning of csi or something. and they like walked out onto the field. and were like we're going to have to find who's behind this. and then my dream ended.
so. yep. i don't know what that was all about. but i'm cold. and still kind of annoyed with yesterday's situation. so i'm pazing.
if only love were flammable, i'd set this world afire.