so i found that entry...

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remember that one entry i had where i made up what another entry said bc live journal never saved it? well...apparently i was semi-smart and saved the entry in microsoft word. and after a brief statement, i will copy and paste it to here. bc i think it's interesting how they are similar and different sort of. you know? prolly not. but that's ok. anyway: the quick sidenote: lizca gave me a ride home today. and we still clicked and chatted like we used to. kinda made me miss 8th grade a little. but not too much. and things happen for a reason right? so. yea.

Lost entry:

i know i avoided answering you. and my response is. i'm going to miss you too. honestly. i am.

i'll miss your cute smiles...and shaking your hair out of your eyes (those crazy eyes), i'll miss phone calls for plans to hang out. i'll even miss losing to you in poker. (i know-i sound crazy) but most of all. Yea. I’ll just miss you being here in person.

because i'll still have your cute and scruffly personality around-right? right.

anyway. i wanted to cry on the ride home. but i didn’t. i wanted to cry when i got home. but i didn't. i could smell you everywhere...and more than anything, i wanted to be back there with you. not saying goodbye.

life goes on. But I don’t want us to stop talking. i really don't.

because i'm going to miss you too.

if only love were flammable, i'd set this world afire.

if only love were flammable, i'd set this world afire.