Apr 14, 2005 11:24
[Private]
Annie didn't come back after I stormed out on her the other day. She won't pick up her cell, nor return my calls. I've posted in her journal, if she doesn't reply, I'm going to drive up to Boston and confront her.
I need to know if she knows.
At least my Doctor's appointment went well. The baby looks healthy, so small, and the Doctors think all is well, just waiting for the blood test results. Too soon to tell the sex, and I told the technician I think I'd just like to be surprised, although the geneticist's report will tell the sex.
The doctor's have a difference of opinion as to my inability to carry to term. Some feel it is due to the massive scar tissue from Annie's birth, damn that fucking doctor for botching that up.
Other's think Doug and I have incompatible genetics. Thank God for DAR, I have been able to provide both of our pedigrees back to the dawn of civilization, along with our family histories for analysis, e.g., who died of what (interesting reading, "hanged for privateering" "died from the shock of the news" leaving one to wonder what was the news?, "faded away").
Yet another Doctor thinks I might be a balanced trans location carrier, which would explain why I was able to carry Annie and Gus, yet not the others. I wonder why they never checked for that prior to this.
I'm placing my money on him. So I go back in two weeks for another ultrasound, a nuchal translucency, to start that investigation. So I wait while the Doctors consult my pedigrees, divine the mysteries of my blood and slice and dice our chromosomes.
At least I have a videotape of this one.
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