i completely have thought what you do why do i sometimes have to feel this when i dont want to feel it? why is it that i feel pain in my when others are just freely enjoying their like while im miserably here hiding behind crying my pain away? what did i do for the person i loved and cherished and wouldevd given my life for leave me? did i do seomthing wrong? is something wrong with me? feelings of self doubt..hate for the other..and then also depression for the loss of the one you loved
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Thank you fabby san. It's just that sometimes I get so sick of being so emotional all the time. I see people moving on with their lives and achieving things, yet here I am stuck at this standstill, and my life doesn't want to move any further. It's kinda stupid to think that, but for some reason I can't think past that. So that's why I was venting out my frustrations, because I am so tired of being in the stand still. Sometimes you know I feel older than 20. I feel like I am already 80 years old, and it really scares me. I don't want to feel old, I want to feel young again. I'm sorry if any of my ramblings hurt your feelings or made you uncomfortable. I was just venting my inner frustrations out in the world, and kinda forgot to lock it so that only I can see it. But thank you so much for your feedback, trust me it's highly appreciated. *hugs you tight*
There are things in life that always seem unfair trust me.. i feel that way also and it sucks big time! i hate it..i have been critized and bad mouthed so many times i cant even remember and it has in the past it prevented me from moving on with life and doing things for me and only me [you know what i mean
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^_^ what are you majoring in? im sure it could be a pain in the butt!...i barely saw this lol your gonna have to send me a message i hardly ever read my mail! *sorry*
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