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I thnk I am going to go back to live journal. Yeah i probably say that way too much.
Life works in wondrous ways doesn't it. Sometimes I wish life would go faster and that America wouldn't force a shit load of work so that America get dirtier and shittier because we don't want to work. I would have loved to do jobs for no pay and have your own skil in lets say a tribe or something. Ahh i am nnot making sense like everything in this stupid world.
I hate how quickly people can change and how someone you thought you knew fairly well can become what seems like a complete and total asshole to you and seem like this person doesn't give a shit about you anymore even though supposedly this person adored you and how you realize how stupid you must have looked to everyone.
I hate how attached i get to life and the people in it. It fucking sucks and I doubt it will ever change.
I never thought that be careful for what you wish for would actually apply to me. Wishes never come true whether good or bad for me atleast and of course the first time it has to be a bad one so that I could somewhat relate to humans who live a shitty life and I feel like it was just applified to almost the highest fucking extent.
I am going to miss hanging out with everyone. Like after Juno with Alicia Joel and Sam and juno with Courtney Alicia Sam Sam his gf and Caitlin. Like Sweeney Todd with Alicia Shakema(I hope I spelled that right) Renata and I feel like someone else was there. Sleepover with practically everyone. Wishing I could have stayed on new years somewhere where i could have a had a ton a fun and not cried. I am still trapped aren't I. I'm still the caged bird that will never sing aren't I... or maybe the door is open but i cant escape because no matter what singing is impossible for me again...
Life works in wondrous ways doesn't it. Sometimes I wish life would go faster and that America wouldn't force a shit load of work so that America get dirtier and shittier because we don't want to work. I would have loved to do jobs for no pay and have your own skil in lets say a tribe or something. Ahh i am nnot making sense like everything in this stupid world.
I hate how quickly people can change and how someone you thought you knew fairly well can become what seems like a complete and total asshole to you and seem like this person doesn't give a shit about you anymore even though supposedly this person adored you and how you realize how stupid you must have looked to everyone.
I hate how attached i get to life and the people in it. It fucking sucks and I doubt it will ever change.
I never thought that be careful for what you wish for would actually apply to me. Wishes never come true whether good or bad for me atleast and of course the first time it has to be a bad one so that I could somewhat relate to humans who live a shitty life and I feel like it was just applified to almost the highest fucking extent.
I am going to miss hanging out with everyone. Like after Juno with Alicia Joel and Sam and juno with Courtney Alicia Sam Sam his gf and Caitlin. Like Sweeney Todd with Alicia Shakema(I hope I spelled that right) Renata and I feel like someone else was there. Sleepover with practically everyone. Wishing I could have stayed on new years somewhere where i could have a had a ton a fun and not cried. I am still trapped aren't I. I'm still the caged bird that will never sing aren't I... or maybe the door is open but i cant escape because no matter what singing is impossible for me again...