Jul 16, 2015 16:28
What happens when someone hands a suicidal person a loaded gun?
Allegra gave me her johnnies. The poor thing. If she knew what I was thinking of doing with them she would have a mental breakdown. I want to swallow every one of them.
Never wake up again.
Finally be done.
I pop them like candy all day. I want another right now.
I think I'm done thinking about him. They help.
Sam is awful. All morning we talked about how we should've been in a relationship not him and britt. Wtf. She's my best friend in the world. Like this is how I know I'm a bad person. I can't stop talking to him. She would never do that to me. I swear to god I would probably burn her house down if she spoke to Ricky like that. OMG. I'm the worst human in the world though really.