Feb 12, 2006 05:27
I couldnt handle it. Damnit, I wanted to... but I cant.
The pain is overwhelming. I went another year without you. Another year with no hug, no encouragement, no smile, && no love.
Didnt you know I needed you? Didnt you know I would fall apart? Didnt you know I couldnt take car of myself? Didnt you know she would fail me?
no. Of course not.
And none of it makes a difference now.
Rest In Peace