oh the world outside is waiting
indi is freakin' awesome. yesterday i took a semi trip to michigan and that was great, i wish i lived somewhere where the outdoors were in place instead of the common video games and tv.(although they do have there likes). this past week has basically been to this agenda: i go somewhere cool for the day come back and eat dinner, then i go 4-wellin'(so great) till dark, play basketball, then i sit outside and watch the lightning bugs surround me and i stair up into the sky filled w/ stars. i find the longer that i look at them, the more stars that i can see, and everyone reminds me of so much. its really weird, but i have found that through this trip, the magnificenct things that keep me alive;the things that calm,enlighten, intrigue, watch, and comfort me. everything lately is so clear, yet so unkown that im sure of something and then i wait, and find that im no longer sure. i love enjoying the things that the world forgets about, or atleast ive forgotten about for so long. i thought that doing things in the lane of life to keep me continent, were only b/c i was waiting for something at the end, but i cant get out of that lane w/ out starting what i was waiting for.