hello and goodbye, i hope that everything is great w/ u guys
Hello World!!
i finally have returned for 1 day/1hour, but thats besides it. i have no idea what has been going on w/ anyone or anything for the past 3 weeks and as of tomorrow it will be another 2 weeks. it was funny b/c i tried to go and read ya'lls journals but i gave up, b/c it is just a lot and reading some of them just makes me even more confussed b/c ive been "out" for so long. well good thing is that i finally returned from my fathers today, no more little hooligans messing w/ me!although i guess that maybe it did have its advantages; i realized a lot of things,thought about a lot of things, and basically i am more independent and reliying on myself, w/out my family and that constant degrading nature. although i do have to say w/ that "nature" brings me the picture of the whole story. So tomorrow morning at 4 o'clock sharp, im living for indiana.whew! the only thing lately that i have been looking forward to is having some chance of using the librarys computers to talk to yall. *shakes fist*,library closed today at 4:30. so i guess i can take some time now to share the highlights,(probably just for my own remembrance...or not) last friday was horn party,watched Airplane, sunday i visited my infamous brother in the libral town of our beloved austin(my favorite city in all the land of Tejas) to which there i swam at Barton Springs Pool(so awesome!),and to conclude i went to the mall last night w/ T. I had a deja-vu there b/c i saw Joshua, a guy whom i have been friends w/ all through js, but havent seen or spoken with since last year. and so for a more generilization of these last weeks so feeling like months is, almost everynight i stay awake for 3-4 hours just playing back all of the experiances and eventful moments that have occured dating back to april 2004, then during the day those clips that play in my head do quiet dominate my thoughts at that time also. They bring me happiness and and depression and then smiles again, but mainly just thoughts that i wish now just werent memories that require them only to be remembered and to be parted w/. if anyone wants to talk to me you can reach me on 281-770-5344. i say hello and goodbye to everyone and i do hope that ya'll are having great summers, seeing, doing, and laughing in all of the things that u have, are, and will be doing and that they all were/are/will special and important. leave a comment on wants happening if u wish, and remeber to smile, always laugh, and never forget to appreciate the most simplest of anything in life for they are what trully makes the world go round.
"The world moves by pretty fast, if u dont stop and look around once and awhile, u could miss it"
-Ferris Beuller
miss u guys.
i finally have returned for 1 day/1hour, but thats besides it. i have no idea what has been going on w/ anyone or anything for the past 3 weeks and as of tomorrow it will be another 2 weeks. it was funny b/c i tried to go and read ya'lls journals but i gave up, b/c it is just a lot and reading some of them just makes me even more confussed b/c ive been "out" for so long. well good thing is that i finally returned from my fathers today, no more little hooligans messing w/ me!although i guess that maybe it did have its advantages; i realized a lot of things,thought about a lot of things, and basically i am more independent and reliying on myself, w/out my family and that constant degrading nature. although i do have to say w/ that "nature" brings me the picture of the whole story. So tomorrow morning at 4 o'clock sharp, im living for indiana.whew! the only thing lately that i have been looking forward to is having some chance of using the librarys computers to talk to yall. *shakes fist*,library closed today at 4:30. so i guess i can take some time now to share the highlights,(probably just for my own remembrance...or not) last friday was horn party,watched Airplane, sunday i visited my infamous brother in the libral town of our beloved austin(my favorite city in all the land of Tejas) to which there i swam at Barton Springs Pool(so awesome!),and to conclude i went to the mall last night w/ T. I had a deja-vu there b/c i saw Joshua, a guy whom i have been friends w/ all through js, but havent seen or spoken with since last year. and so for a more generilization of these last weeks so feeling like months is, almost everynight i stay awake for 3-4 hours just playing back all of the experiances and eventful moments that have occured dating back to april 2004, then during the day those clips that play in my head do quiet dominate my thoughts at that time also. They bring me happiness and and depression and then smiles again, but mainly just thoughts that i wish now just werent memories that require them only to be remembered and to be parted w/. if anyone wants to talk to me you can reach me on 281-770-5344. i say hello and goodbye to everyone and i do hope that ya'll are having great summers, seeing, doing, and laughing in all of the things that u have, are, and will be doing and that they all were/are/will special and important. leave a comment on wants happening if u wish, and remeber to smile, always laugh, and never forget to appreciate the most simplest of anything in life for they are what trully makes the world go round.
"The world moves by pretty fast, if u dont stop and look around once and awhile, u could miss it"
-Ferris Beuller
miss u guys.