Ugh.

Jan 20, 2007 00:44

Seriously, some days I wish I had the courage to just get it over with and get really FAT. Then I could eat whatever I want whenever I want, HOWEVER I want and not constantly be looking in mirror agonizing over how I look. I wouldn't have my dad making off the cuff, "subtle" comments about what I eat and how much and when I was at work I wouldn't constantly be obsessing over getting back into a size 2 instead of the size 4 I am right now. Oy. Somehow everything just looks BIGGER under fluorescent lights. lol. Seriously though, wouldn't that be GLORIOUS?! I could eat a whole pint of Ben and Jerry's chased with a bag of Doritos and all washed down with Mountain Dew. The 20 oz! And the WHOLE THING! No more cup of Grape Nuts in the morning with skim milk and NO SUGAR. No more LIGHT Ranch (which I'm convinced was invented by the DEVIL), and I can eat THREE pieces of pizza AND breadsticks...not one or the other. *sigh*
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