Jan 17, 2007 00:52
So I'm a freak and readily admit that Valentine's Day is my VERY favourite holiday and always has been. I love the colours, the fabrics, the decorations, the cards, the sentiment...the whole thing! I just LOVE it! And it's not because I've always been so in love on the day or whatever...in fact I think I've only ever had ONE Valentine, now that I think about it...lol. Sad. I've always been between relationships for the actual day. I dunno...I just LOVE it! The weather is beautiful and everything is sweet and candy-filled...there are hearts and flowers everywhere, pink as far as the eye can see...it's fabulous. PLUS it breaks up the WORST month (okay, second worse. Top of that list is NOVEMBER. I HATE that month...I'm cursed when it comes to Novembers) right in the middle to suspend the monotony. I love it. Every year I set a goal to wear pink EVERY DAY up until the 14th and I totally make it every year. It's awesome.
So...why am I feeling so blue this year? Why am I not really looking forward to it and...actually kind of dreading it? I mean...I've never felt this way about Valentine's Day! Ever! But now...I dunno...like I said...I just feel blue.