cancer, AGAIN
some of you may not know, cause i dont post here anymore, Two years ago, i went through Thyroid cancer, had the whole gland removed, i now permanently sound like i have a small frog in my throat.
2 weeks ago, (days before i found out BlackHawk had passed) i found out there is something growing in my throat.7.7 millimeters. i have to wait till mid may for a test that will tell them if it is cancer again or not. As much as I dont want to think about it to much, i am pretty certain it is.
i will likely be in San Jose around April 20th and staying a couple weeks. i want to spend some evening out with people i havent seen in a while. I am gonna plan for at least one trip to Karaoke. tho i likely wont sing. it still hurts, both physically and emotionally to hear my own voice. even tho i know this may be my last chance ever.
Radiation obviously didnt work too well. as i also keep trying to convinve myself, i bet it once, i can do it again, but i am really depressed. therapy isnt helping much, but i am still going.tho i can't while i am up there..
anyway, people can email me, Captaindevon@yahoo.com for phone number to contact me, if they wanna see me.
2 weeks ago, (days before i found out BlackHawk had passed) i found out there is something growing in my throat.7.7 millimeters. i have to wait till mid may for a test that will tell them if it is cancer again or not. As much as I dont want to think about it to much, i am pretty certain it is.
i will likely be in San Jose around April 20th and staying a couple weeks. i want to spend some evening out with people i havent seen in a while. I am gonna plan for at least one trip to Karaoke. tho i likely wont sing. it still hurts, both physically and emotionally to hear my own voice. even tho i know this may be my last chance ever.
Radiation obviously didnt work too well. as i also keep trying to convinve myself, i bet it once, i can do it again, but i am really depressed. therapy isnt helping much, but i am still going.tho i can't while i am up there..
anyway, people can email me, Captaindevon@yahoo.com for phone number to contact me, if they wanna see me.