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i think my anxiety has gotten way out of control.
too many changes are going on!!!
Seriously, I like change. I can handle change. But this is bothering me, and g-d knows why.
Leaving home. Being away from friends and family. Ending relationships. Forging new ones. Just plain not knowing what's coming next, not having control of everything, and not being able to lock myself away in my room to sleep and think it off my mind ( as if that ever worked anyway).
I wish there could be time where I just don't have to think, and can just have FUN. I'm way overdue for that. Sometimes thinking really is the devil. It can drive you insane.
It's time for me to finally come to terms with what I've been wanting for a very long time: to approach and embrace my future without reservation.
I have some serious growing up to do.
too many changes are going on!!!
Seriously, I like change. I can handle change. But this is bothering me, and g-d knows why.
Leaving home. Being away from friends and family. Ending relationships. Forging new ones. Just plain not knowing what's coming next, not having control of everything, and not being able to lock myself away in my room to sleep and think it off my mind ( as if that ever worked anyway).
I wish there could be time where I just don't have to think, and can just have FUN. I'm way overdue for that. Sometimes thinking really is the devil. It can drive you insane.
It's time for me to finally come to terms with what I've been wanting for a very long time: to approach and embrace my future without reservation.
I have some serious growing up to do.