:(

I really need to pull myself together.

I'm such a mess.

depression and neediness are just kicking my fucking ass right now.

despite this, I had a fairly good day with Carebear(even though I was all depressed and he was all sick), his big brother John and John's sweet little 3 year old Malikai.(hes so cute! ^o^)

so woke up this morning and celing seemed to say
"bad morning! welcome to your random shit day! :D"

so yeah,
I was all depressed and achy today.
also spilled a bunch of strawberry yogurt on me.
bleck.

crawled under the emo rock,
but Carebear made me come out to take him food shopping.
xD

later that night,
dad ran into my room and was like
"NO MORE LADY ( Read more... )

tried to get into my FAFSA money today,
mom SWORE she made an account for it in my name that I could get into at any time.

the account didn't exist.

I was reeeally pissed.

I called her,
told her if she didn't give me my fafsa money
that I was gonna finally got to the police.

she met with me and gave me my money,
had to sit through a bunch of bullshit and ( Read more... )