Mar 28, 2010 14:23
I need to figure out this summer. I need to get away from Bryn Mawr. I'm sick of living at the same place I go to college, it gets me really down. I just wish I had a place to live, but I don't. So I have to settle for at least an extended vacation.
However, its really a joke. I have no money, so I can't go anywhere. I don't have Haffner work till June 13th and i know what will happen before June, I will be in Bryn Mawr cause I have no where else. I may try to see Relle for a bit, but what with food and transportation I don't see it being long at all.
I am gonna try to take a course at Penn, don't really care about the money for it, I'll add it to my loan tab. I feel so unstable cause it's hard to plan for a future when I don't even know where I'm gonna be during the summer. After I graduate? I have no clue.
I live so fucking close too, it sucks. If my house wasn't so toxic I would go back and if Daniela still hadn't taken my aunt's home over, I'd move back there.
It sucks to be this alone