WTF world?
I had an absolutely amazing time with Becky in NYC. And I will write more at length later. But today I am extremely upset by a bunch of things, but the worst of it is my Xyrem. It didnt work last night. At all.
I woke up twenty min later and had dreamed for those twenty min. WTF? So today is basically a preamble for tonight. If it doesnt work again I'll call the nurse. But for real. I feel like I'm falling into despair. Cause now I know how bad my sleep was and how much it affected me. I havent rested since I got back from NYC. I made excuses for it, but last night it seemed to fail utterly.
I know it doesnt last forever, but i thought I would have a good year at least. I may be overreacting, but anyone who has had sleep issues can sympathize. I spent yesterday asleep in a car being driven to doctors by my mom (different health issue) and then today I spent reading and sleeping cause I cant see fit to stay awake for anything.
This really blows
I woke up twenty min later and had dreamed for those twenty min. WTF? So today is basically a preamble for tonight. If it doesnt work again I'll call the nurse. But for real. I feel like I'm falling into despair. Cause now I know how bad my sleep was and how much it affected me. I havent rested since I got back from NYC. I made excuses for it, but last night it seemed to fail utterly.
I know it doesnt last forever, but i thought I would have a good year at least. I may be overreacting, but anyone who has had sleep issues can sympathize. I spent yesterday asleep in a car being driven to doctors by my mom (different health issue) and then today I spent reading and sleeping cause I cant see fit to stay awake for anything.
This really blows