The mind that just keeps going and going....
Ahhh I 'm having one of those nights where I can't stop my mind from thinking. First I was sad because my poor husband is going through this real depressive stage and I feel sick today. Then I got happy because I was thinking about my dream diner car that I am hoping someone wants to sell. I think I'll have one of my parents go take a pic of it for me so I can post it. Then I started thinking about how much fun it would be to spend time in my diner car. I figure if I was going to start my own business at least this one would be a place I would love to spend all my time. I'm guessing that it needs a lot of work inside considering that no one has really had an actual restaurant there for about 10 years. After thinking about my diner car, I started to think about getting a new hairstyle. I was pretty inspired by all the cute do's I saw on the vintage_hair community boards. I'm thinking of going bright red. I know my husband would think that was hot. But then I wondered if it would look creepy on me since I have super pale skin. I guess I'd have to find the right shade of red. I wish I could have Bettie bangs, but I know it would not be a good look on me. I saw the cutest bubble cut with bangs when I went to get my hair cut last time. I wasn't brave enough to try it though. It has been wonderful to see that there are other people on here that have fair skin like me. Lots in fact! I remember when kids would tease me when I was little because I was so white. So when I got into high school I decided I should go tanning. If only I could have all that money back now...what was the point? I was still pale and just got red! (I am going to be really pissed if I get skin cancer over that stupid point in my life.) I used to tell myself that I would have been the prettiest Victorian lady out there. I wouldn't have even needed my parasol, I never get a tan anyway! Ah the strange things I made myself believe...such an imagination. Hmm I sure am writing like I'm tired...must be time for bed....hope I can turn my mind off now!