February 02, 2012
Thursday
My beloved and I had a nice video chat last night. Once we were in front of our laptops, it was as if nothing else existed, for all we care.
I really love whenever we get to do video chats. One, because I get to see his reaction. He reacts on everything I say, you see. Yes, even on the most nonsensical things. That's one of the things that I really admire about him. He always makes me feel that everything I say is of utter importance. Two, because I can see his contort from a teasing razz to a gentle smile to a sexy smirk and I really love it everytime he does that. He's got a sexy smile, yes. Mind you, a very sexy one. That smile never fails to make me blush. And three, because doing a video chat is just like having him right in front of me. Like he's really there with me.
So last night, we had fun. We did so much things we were anticipating to do ever since (I won't go into detail, though). Until now, his smile is still freshly painted in my mind and I don't want it to vanish, ever. I wish I can always see him smile like that. Then of course, his epic teasing antics. He would tease me about one thing, do the 'bleh' expression then tease me more. God I'm sure I'll never have a dull time with him when we get together for real. He just has so many things up his sleeves.
It may just be an ordinary video chat to anyone, but for me, it engraved something within my heart. Something so permanent that no one can ever take it away from me. And last night was when I realized that, I'd do anything just see that genuine smile on his face. I live for that smile. As long as I see him happy, I'm fine with it. I could care less about anything, but I always want to see him with that smile. As long as he smiles like that, I could be in heaven already. And I just wanna thank him for spending time with me last night. I know that he's tired and sleepy but he still managed to pull the sleepiness off just for me. I really appreciate every little gesture he does for me. I've never ever seen any guy care for his girl as much as he does. He's totally heaven sent.
Speaking of heaven sent, 12 more days to go before our 2nd anniversary. Can you believe it? It'll be our 2nd anniversary already. And what do people say about long distance relationships not standing the test of time again? Well, we're your perfect example about the contrary. In your face, all of you (who said so).
Baby, thank you so much for all the things you've done for me. I'll always be here for you. I'll never leave you. I love you babe.
~ding~