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I've been looking through my old entries and I'm kind of shocked by how candid I was. Honestly kind of glad I basically left this screen name behind so not many could find this place unless they dug a little bit.
I've thought about returning to LJ on and off during the years. I've revisited my old posts from time to time. Seeing when i posted all the time is such a great way to remember some really interesting times in my life. It's odd seeing old posts and comments from people I had gotten to know who are somewhere off in the world now.
Not sure how to be open anymore. I suppose if I were to post here since no one is really listening. Suppose I could just make the posts private. What do I talk about anymore? My life and world are so small now. Everyday is like the last. Even before covid. I'm a shut in. I'm a recluse.
::shrug::