farther and farther.
reaching out.
reaching out reaching out. in some weird stunted way. what's the use of all this social network interaction bullshit. It all feels like white noise right now. sensory overload. Images and word and music. As if I can't focus enough I feel so distracted. While others dive into a bottle. while others retreat to who knows where. I delve headlong into the internet distracted myself with mundane pastimes. Trolling Tumblr and Facebook and Twitter and bulletin boards and Music sites. Reading taking in consuming bits and bites and getting nothing from it.
I'd hardly say any of it's inspired me. I feel so unfocused and distracted. A million thoughts going all at the same time.
What's with my hypersensitivity. A comment or a word can set me off. A passing word from whoever it might be. Overwhelmed by certain things. Unable to focus on others.
Some days I feel like I want to turn it all off like a TV. Pull back the reins and say "whoa!" Stop everything. I don't though. And sometimes I can't.
Maybe I can find an animated gif that can sum up my feelings nicely...
reaching out reaching out. in some weird stunted way. what's the use of all this social network interaction bullshit. It all feels like white noise right now. sensory overload. Images and word and music. As if I can't focus enough I feel so distracted. While others dive into a bottle. while others retreat to who knows where. I delve headlong into the internet distracted myself with mundane pastimes. Trolling Tumblr and Facebook and Twitter and bulletin boards and Music sites. Reading taking in consuming bits and bites and getting nothing from it.
I'd hardly say any of it's inspired me. I feel so unfocused and distracted. A million thoughts going all at the same time.
What's with my hypersensitivity. A comment or a word can set me off. A passing word from whoever it might be. Overwhelmed by certain things. Unable to focus on others.
Some days I feel like I want to turn it all off like a TV. Pull back the reins and say "whoa!" Stop everything. I don't though. And sometimes I can't.
Maybe I can find an animated gif that can sum up my feelings nicely...