Life in itself.

[1273]

Im at one of the lowest points so far in my life. Im completely stressed out about school, church, God, just everything. School is ok but I really dont know anyone that well. Im with Tyler a lot which is amazing. I guess I will just have to get use to school. Early lastnight was nice. I was with Elle and Ashley. We went to Barnes and Noble, Target

Comments

[glo_worm_glo]

i am so glad you shared this.
i am going through the same thing almost.
my grandmother is extremely sick, and i've also been
questioning God lately.
as far back as i can remember, i can never see any high points in my life...but i made a promise to somehow change that this year.

as you will read in an upcoming post,
i was born with something that literally made me a social outcast.
i almost still am in a way.
i always questioned how God could let this happen to me...

I decided that I am going to use my past as a tool to help other young people who are going through the same thing that I went, and still go through, to overcome what I had to do all by myself.
I was actually just writing this college essay about it like two minutes ago..and i will hopefully post that soon.

feel better, dear. you absolutely deserve it.
you are so wonderful. <3333

[1273]

Thank you. And Im really sorry about your grandmother. And thank you for caring enough to post. And no matter what---I think youre a really great person.

[pap3rrcutt]

well i havent lost anyone close to me. but i know people who have. and ive been questioning this whole god thing too. and i dont think you have any reason to think that you wouldnt be missed, you definetly would. i hope you feel better <33

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Thanks

[rest_of_you]

i know sometimes that things are really hard and it's almost impossible to understand how everything works and why horrible things happen. no one will ever know , that's why we have faith , and that's what we need to hold onto, you have to just hope for the better and pray that the right things will work out.
and you don't want to take your life, for real.
hang in there.
<3

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Thanks

[fortheluvofpunk]

I know how it feels to question things and wonder if anyone would care. I care *hug* You'll get through this

<3

[1273]

Thanks.

[fortheluvofpunk]

I'm almost always on AIM if you need to talk to someone :)

<3

[laundromat_love]

yeah i`m pretty stressed too, i hope you feel better <3

[1273]

Thanks and Im sorry I havent been commenting on your journal. I will really soon. Oh btw--feel better too <3