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Fail. Fail fail fail fail fail. Epic fail. I failed. Failed to take advantage of a wonderful opportunity to talk to Grayson (more than I did), to walk with Grayson, to invite Grayson to dinner last night. To give Grayson just a little hint that the thought of his existance doesn't make me nauseous.
(Me and Grayson both walking out of our Spanish exam at the same time)
Grayson: See ya later.
Me: Yeah, see ya. (Step, step, pause, turn) Wait, are you going to OneVoice tonight?
Grayson: Yeah. Yeah, I think so.
Me: Alright, see you then, then. (Walk away into lamezone)
FAIL.
And all this after not talking to him for weeks! And after him missing two Spanish classes. Ghoawuthoasg. I just need to let it go. Because then we could actually be friends instead of me being really stupid and him being really great. Let it go... just let it go.
(Me and Grayson both walking out of our Spanish exam at the same time)
Grayson: See ya later.
Me: Yeah, see ya. (Step, step, pause, turn) Wait, are you going to OneVoice tonight?
Grayson: Yeah. Yeah, I think so.
Me: Alright, see you then, then. (Walk away into lamezone)
FAIL.
And all this after not talking to him for weeks! And after him missing two Spanish classes. Ghoawuthoasg. I just need to let it go. Because then we could actually be friends instead of me being really stupid and him being really great. Let it go... just let it go.