awakening

[11lowmanslyric]

i just finished watching part of a video my uncle gave me. "they sold their souls for rock and roll" it shows examples of how satan influences alot of the bands out there. i was skeptical the first time i saw it like 2 years ago. but now i see through the cheesiness and look at the facts. it is really quite scarry as to how much influence bands have on our minds. it has opened my eyes. i realize i have always been a christian because my parents are but now i understand a lot of the things i learned so long ago that i can say i am a christian on my own. a child in gods eyes that is open to his words and guidence.

anyways on a less serious note here are some random thoughts

tomarrow im going to big bear with my old highschool cross country team to go run and relax. its probably gonna be the last time im gonna go. its sad because its been a part of me for so long. a lot of good times with lots of friends. its so nice up there too. its also a reminder of how fast time goes. ive been going since sophmore year. itll be my fourth time this time round. my last grip on my life when i was in highschool.



if only i wasnt such a weenie back then she coulda been mine...... sigh

-i really want a drumset
-i wish my singing voice was decent, to be able to play an instrument and sing a melody must be the coolest feeling ever.
-i want to be done with school
-i wish my frineds would call me back
-i love coheed and cambria
- i cant believe i was so close minded for so long when it came to music
-thats enough for today.