what.did.i.do.that.you.can't.seem.to.want.me.
i'm so tired of...well...everything. can somebody please find some sort of tall building to push me off of? ok cool...but i want to thank lauren for being a good friend and for listening to my rambling. lauren, without you i don't know how i would be going through too much right now. i know i shouldn't depend on anyone, because that has clearly bitten me in the ass far too many times...but maybe we're different laur. maybe you and i will stay friends, maybe you won't find something better and get tired of me...or maybe you will, haha. but for right now, and since we've been in college, you're pretty much my only constant. love ends, hearts break, but sometimes i think there's such thing as a really good friend. maybe you're it for me. thank you for everything lauren. you're my girlfriend, and that's all we need. wink wink.