try.to.avoid.it.but.there's.not.a.doubt.there's.this.one.thing.that.i.can.do.nothing.about...
so yeah. stress is stupid. i'm already doing a disgusting amount of work and hating it. awesome. second week of school, and she's ready to drop out. i really kinda just want to go home...like right now. i won't, of course. but i just don't want to be here yet i think...and i'm homesick. this having two jobs thing might not work...because it's killing me dead. constant crap to do, all the time...like right now, except i'm not in the mood, so i'm wasting my time doing this. good job joanna. plus the whole volunteering and coordinating it and volunteer hours at the coar office are already stressing me out. why can't i handle life? what am i going to do when i'm like a soccer/career mom? it doesn't get easier...so what's harder than this i'm wondering...i suppose lots of stuff. maybe i just like complaining, which is stupid. so i should stop. ok, that means it's homework time...until i need to complain tomorrow or something. :)