and then it finally hits me

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i'm not sure i've ever felt anything so profoundly painful in my life. it's a hollowness, a certain emptiness, an unfillable void that can never be covered. i could always do what i'm used to doing: give up and resort to the only thing i know, no matter how much i'll inevitably bleed because of it... or i could sit and wallow in pity for a month

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[bethclark831]

i love you patrick... and i don't feel like i could give consolation since this is above my head... but just know you have friends here to fall back on and talk to. or hang out with so that just for a little while you can set aside the problems that plague you and feel, for a moment, temporary contentment.

we did miss you last night. next time though. :)

[h0pes_fail]

You won't bleed because of it.

I love you. I will take care of you.
Give me a chance.