Fear and Loathing
I hate me. I hate my body.
EACH time I eat I feel fucking TERRIBLE. Even if it's a slice of tomato, I don't want it, I know it will bring me joy for a split second then months of guilt and depression.
My gym membership runs out today and I can't afford to renew it so now I have to be motivated and run more...
BINGED last night, I didn't even want to, I don't know why.
I feel shit today.
Binged this morning.
FAT FAT FAT
I just want to die
But instead I'll just restrict and fast my life away.
thank you
goodnight
EACH time I eat I feel fucking TERRIBLE. Even if it's a slice of tomato, I don't want it, I know it will bring me joy for a split second then months of guilt and depression.
My gym membership runs out today and I can't afford to renew it so now I have to be motivated and run more...
BINGED last night, I didn't even want to, I don't know why.
I feel shit today.
Binged this morning.
FAT FAT FAT
I just want to die
But instead I'll just restrict and fast my life away.
thank you
goodnight