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wow does work ever fucking suck
yeaper...im stuck at work...just got word that C has to goto the crazy house. not happy about that, but i am very happy just that i know her. ive never been around someone that has made me smile so much or be so happy. i get scared that im gonna smother her and/or push her away, but then i actualy talk to her about it and everything is fine. ive never been so open with someone...she has just made me realise that holding it in is only gonna make things worse. i mean, i actualy told her what i was thinking last night. i was on my way to get something from her house so she would have something to do at the hospital that night and the whole way i was thinking, 'damn it...this shit always happens to me. i end up liking a girl and she abuses the hell out of me for it. i will do anything for her, just to make her think im a nice guy and like me more, but it gets me nothing...' but she asked what was wrong b/c i sounded a little down and i told her. it may not seem like much but in the past i would have played it off and gone on thinking it, but we talked about it and i know that she would never do something like that to me.
anyways i ruled her and K at monopoly lastnight...pwned! and i just bit the crap out of my tounge and its bleeding hard core...so im gonna goto the bathroom and take care of this...you guys have fun.
yeaper...im stuck at work...just got word that C has to goto the crazy house. not happy about that, but i am very happy just that i know her. ive never been around someone that has made me smile so much or be so happy. i get scared that im gonna smother her and/or push her away, but then i actualy talk to her about it and everything is fine. ive never been so open with someone...she has just made me realise that holding it in is only gonna make things worse. i mean, i actualy told her what i was thinking last night. i was on my way to get something from her house so she would have something to do at the hospital that night and the whole way i was thinking, 'damn it...this shit always happens to me. i end up liking a girl and she abuses the hell out of me for it. i will do anything for her, just to make her think im a nice guy and like me more, but it gets me nothing...' but she asked what was wrong b/c i sounded a little down and i told her. it may not seem like much but in the past i would have played it off and gone on thinking it, but we talked about it and i know that she would never do something like that to me.
anyways i ruled her and K at monopoly lastnight...pwned! and i just bit the crap out of my tounge and its bleeding hard core...so im gonna goto the bathroom and take care of this...you guys have fun.