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Went and saw cameron at the cape wednesday with kathleen, it was fun. I felt bad kathleen had shingles again you know, adult chicken pox, anyway it was cool. got there about 815 or so, we got kinda lost on the way, streets werent marked, exit had no exit sign lol... we went and saw the 40 year old virgin, it was funny i liked it. Kathleen thought it was hilarical at the end lol it was good. then I picked up some hitchiker, some older man that had just been released from the hospital, he had his goul bladder removed... spelt that wrong lol... anyway he was a rather nice man, didnt ask him his name or any of that, he was going to Sandwich and since i had turned around to pick him up i just drove him to the mall and he was going to continue walking from there... poor guy, that woulda been about a 20 minute walk for him so i guess the little 5 minute drive ment something. he was very happy for the ride nad said every little bit helps so i felt good nad did my deed for the day. Then we went to the Zooquarium lol it was cool they have a petting zoo we fed the animals. Saw some ducks that were mating lol it was hot... Went back to cams and swam in the pool ten the ocean... ocean was gross though... soooooooooooooooooooooo much seaweed it was gross... there was really NO water it was all weed... we went to some hot dog place for dinner, kathleen had ice cream cam and i got hot dogs, then we went back and cuddled for a bit then kathleen and i left. the sky over the ocean was breath taking. The sky and the water met in a giant black blob... you didnt know where the ocean was and wehre the sky was, and it was just all stars. everyplace you could see the stars. there were no lights to get in the way it was beautiful. The ride home was good, kathleen and ihad some indepth conversations. So get on the roadery and this fucktard almost slams into my car so i had to get off one exit before i wanted to which added an extra hour to my trip home, we had to stop and ask for directions so i had to take route 44 home threw fucking carver and all those back roads... yeah it blew... got on 495 and was like... thank god lol. Cammy got me a necklace and 2 rings, i dont know where i put my rings though it makes me sad. hes a cute kid, he tries to be all sweet and everything and its just adorable. He's like a little kid thats so proud of something that they did... i dont know, but i love it. He makes me so happy. Granted i am a bitch to him most of the time and say mean things about him he does make me happier than anyone else has. All he has to do is look at me with his little smile smirky thing and i fall for him al over again and i'm giddy and happy its a great feeling.
So yestarday kendall decided to randomly start shit with me about cameron, they need to learn to leave me out of it and tell the other to leave them alone. She imes me saying if you love me at all you'll tell himt o leave me alone... why cant she tell him, I cant make him do anything. theyre each their own fucking person adn they can handle things on thier own. I hate being brought into the middle of that shit. And Kendall wants a ride to school every damn day... thats going to be a pain in the ass... i gotta drive 10 minutes outta my way before i can go to school... 5 minuts there and 5 back... so prolly like 15 minutes by the time she gets in the car and all that gah that sucks... i guess its not that bad... leave the house at 645... thats what i used to do it'll be like 7 before im headed to school i guess i can deal with that, i just dont know how i feel about picking her up every day and dealing with her first thing in the morning lol. I like kendall and all but sometimes too much of her makes me crazy. Not to mention i dont need her getting in my car and starting shit with me about cam. its my damn relationship accept it or shut up about it. She hates that i'm with him, i've concluded that shes jealouse of him and I because all of her relationships suck ass. Thats not my problem. At least once a month she starts something with me about the same damn thing, involving cameron. This time it started like every other time, but now, he's abusive. that mad everyone that i said that to laugh. Cameron is by far the least abusive person i have ever been with. I've been with peolpe that have beat me, and people that have verbaly abused me, cameron doesnt do any of that everything he says to me is said with love, and he says nice things and when he calls me fat tis because i make him do it and i'm getting there so i need to be reminded. He doesnt do anything wrong. He beats me up i beat him up, i start it! but evidently he's somehow abusive. I think i'd know if i was being abused, not someone that knows nothing of my relationship and sees random pieces of things. everyone knows howo shit is with cameron and i but kendall likes to twist shit around and make it seem different then it is. this entery is very long
I will end on the fact that i am getting a new puppy... probably on Friday :) Milo will no longer be an Only Child hehehehehe :)
So yestarday kendall decided to randomly start shit with me about cameron, they need to learn to leave me out of it and tell the other to leave them alone. She imes me saying if you love me at all you'll tell himt o leave me alone... why cant she tell him, I cant make him do anything. theyre each their own fucking person adn they can handle things on thier own. I hate being brought into the middle of that shit. And Kendall wants a ride to school every damn day... thats going to be a pain in the ass... i gotta drive 10 minutes outta my way before i can go to school... 5 minuts there and 5 back... so prolly like 15 minutes by the time she gets in the car and all that gah that sucks... i guess its not that bad... leave the house at 645... thats what i used to do it'll be like 7 before im headed to school i guess i can deal with that, i just dont know how i feel about picking her up every day and dealing with her first thing in the morning lol. I like kendall and all but sometimes too much of her makes me crazy. Not to mention i dont need her getting in my car and starting shit with me about cam. its my damn relationship accept it or shut up about it. She hates that i'm with him, i've concluded that shes jealouse of him and I because all of her relationships suck ass. Thats not my problem. At least once a month she starts something with me about the same damn thing, involving cameron. This time it started like every other time, but now, he's abusive. that mad everyone that i said that to laugh. Cameron is by far the least abusive person i have ever been with. I've been with peolpe that have beat me, and people that have verbaly abused me, cameron doesnt do any of that everything he says to me is said with love, and he says nice things and when he calls me fat tis because i make him do it and i'm getting there so i need to be reminded. He doesnt do anything wrong. He beats me up i beat him up, i start it! but evidently he's somehow abusive. I think i'd know if i was being abused, not someone that knows nothing of my relationship and sees random pieces of things. everyone knows howo shit is with cameron and i but kendall likes to twist shit around and make it seem different then it is. this entery is very long
I will end on the fact that i am getting a new puppy... probably on Friday :) Milo will no longer be an Only Child hehehehehe :)