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Wanted to update the other day and didn't get to becuase they were doing something to the site, makes me sad b/c i forget what my update was about lol.
anyway, so I've been semi hanging out with Rob a little more than usual. Ryan kinda just disapeared out of my life... we talked like everyday and now we dont talk like ever. But it's ok because I talk to Dan all the time and Dan's way cooler than Ryan. Ryan got a girlfriend, I think that's why he stopped tlaking to me and what not and on top of that I think he realized that I wasnt that interested in him.
We all went to get weenies, me, ryan, dan, kyle (baz), cocoa and beth and Bobo and his girlfriend met us there. It was fun. We went back to dans and hung out, cocoa went home though. Bobo took my shirt off with his feet... it was odd... He was showing us all the things him and his feet can do. lol.
I like dan a lot, I like him a lot more when I'm with him then when i'm not with him. It's not one of those things were I spend time thinking aobut him and eing like hes a good kid i should date him. That thought only comes to mind when I talk to him or when im going to hang with him or am hanging out with him. Hes cute, and funny, and smart. He's still a virgin so everything wouldnt revolve around sex and I like that. I'm sick of relationships being based on sex. I dont know dan that well yet though. I really want to get to know people before i go out with them. I dont mind a few dates and what not because thats different.
It's a similar thing with Rob, although I feel as though I am dating him already. Him and beth and I all hung out the other day after I went to get my stuff from Camerons house and Rob came incase he gave me shit :) hes a nice kid. After that though we went and got taco bell and it was just sooo cute. He kept opening the door for me and stuff more than he usually does and he was all skidish and like a little boy. he would shuffle his feet nad his eyes would dart around when he was talking to me and all that stuff. I told him Id buy him taco bell and he was like naw man if anything i should be buying you taco bell and i was like why is that adn he said thats what men do and it was funny and so cute the way he said it. I feel like if i get involved with him it will be a seriuose relationship. One that will grow and prosper and be good. I feel as though it would be my first real, good relationship. Hes a sweetheart. He opens the door for me and sees me threw and he asks if i mind if he smokes before he lights up. hes a real gentleman and thats just the way he was raised. He's so polite to his mother, he doesnt say yeah he says Yes to her when he talks to her on the phone. "Yes mom I will." Even when shes annoying him with repeated stuff and hes making a face he doesnt sound annoyed to his mother. He is who he is and I like that. Hes a big scruffy guy and its hot. He's not intimidating but at the same time he is. Hes a big teddy bear and respects everyone. Hes had a lot of tough relationships in the past from what I've heard but hes always been a gentleman even when she was a bitch. I like that about him. No matter what hes always nice to a lady. He has a good head on his shoulders, he knows how to go out and have fun but he knows the fun has to stop and that he has to get up and go to work or college. Hes in college.. he would have guessed? He doesnt strike me as the type to be in college. But he is. He has some direction and I like it. He can carry a conversation... a real conversation. I'll i've found myself doing lately is thinking about him and whether or not I want to ask him out. Hes a shy guy and he's very mellow, hes waiting for the right moment to do it i think. Then agian I dont know if he officially wants to date becuase he goes to the club. I dont want him to go and not have a good time because he cant touch other chicks or what ever. I dont care, its the club hes out having fun he can rub his beer gut all over who ever he wants to. But that turns me off a bit. His habbits. He drinks and smokes and does drugs and what not. Granted I love the way he smells because of it. I like the smell of his ciggarettes. Theyre just marlboros, nothing special, but still... i like the smell.
we hung out yestarday, went to the mall. It was cute. We walked around for a few minutes then we went to get food, he was like im paying and i was like...ok... and we neded up with burger king. Couldnt decide what we wnated he told me to pick i told him to pick. we're both very undecivie and easy going so it was a tough time lol. we flipped a coin to figure it out. After we came back here and watched movies. We cuddled on the couch it was cute. He put his head in my lap and we changed positions like 384983843 times and then eventually he had his head in my lap again adn he fell asleep it was so cute. I didnt know if i was supoused to wake him up or not. He woke up and was like omg im sorry that was so rude. and i was like... whatever rob calm down its not rude sleep. He kept kissing my hand and my shoulder it was cute. I liked it. He kissed my neck a few times and it was weird and scruffy but nonetheless, enjoyable.
He went home around 630 when things got weird. we ran outta things to do. He asked if it was ok to call me sometime this week hehe and i told him yeah that would be fine if he wanted and he said ok i'll give u a call friday and see what youre up to. I have so much to do friday and i forgot about like all of it because my mind was on rob and when i get to see him next. I want to hang out with him more but i dont want to seem deperate. Ive wnated to call him so many times today because i stayed home. Milo threw up blood and we went to the emergency room vet thingy... didnt get home till like 1. Went to bed around2. I set my alarm for 650 to see if id get up and how tired id be and what not, but i didnt get up till after 7... thats when the alarm finally hit me lol. But yeah wanted to call him so many times to be like hey lets do something before i go to work but i didnt. I didnt want to seem desperate. it was bad enough i drove by his house like 3 times to see if he was home but that was because i was driving aimlessly anyway and i usually cut down his streeet haha.
well.. imma watch tv for a few before work...
bye
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anyway, so I've been semi hanging out with Rob a little more than usual. Ryan kinda just disapeared out of my life... we talked like everyday and now we dont talk like ever. But it's ok because I talk to Dan all the time and Dan's way cooler than Ryan. Ryan got a girlfriend, I think that's why he stopped tlaking to me and what not and on top of that I think he realized that I wasnt that interested in him.
We all went to get weenies, me, ryan, dan, kyle (baz), cocoa and beth and Bobo and his girlfriend met us there. It was fun. We went back to dans and hung out, cocoa went home though. Bobo took my shirt off with his feet... it was odd... He was showing us all the things him and his feet can do. lol.
I like dan a lot, I like him a lot more when I'm with him then when i'm not with him. It's not one of those things were I spend time thinking aobut him and eing like hes a good kid i should date him. That thought only comes to mind when I talk to him or when im going to hang with him or am hanging out with him. Hes cute, and funny, and smart. He's still a virgin so everything wouldnt revolve around sex and I like that. I'm sick of relationships being based on sex. I dont know dan that well yet though. I really want to get to know people before i go out with them. I dont mind a few dates and what not because thats different.
It's a similar thing with Rob, although I feel as though I am dating him already. Him and beth and I all hung out the other day after I went to get my stuff from Camerons house and Rob came incase he gave me shit :) hes a nice kid. After that though we went and got taco bell and it was just sooo cute. He kept opening the door for me and stuff more than he usually does and he was all skidish and like a little boy. he would shuffle his feet nad his eyes would dart around when he was talking to me and all that stuff. I told him Id buy him taco bell and he was like naw man if anything i should be buying you taco bell and i was like why is that adn he said thats what men do and it was funny and so cute the way he said it. I feel like if i get involved with him it will be a seriuose relationship. One that will grow and prosper and be good. I feel as though it would be my first real, good relationship. Hes a sweetheart. He opens the door for me and sees me threw and he asks if i mind if he smokes before he lights up. hes a real gentleman and thats just the way he was raised. He's so polite to his mother, he doesnt say yeah he says Yes to her when he talks to her on the phone. "Yes mom I will." Even when shes annoying him with repeated stuff and hes making a face he doesnt sound annoyed to his mother. He is who he is and I like that. Hes a big scruffy guy and its hot. He's not intimidating but at the same time he is. Hes a big teddy bear and respects everyone. Hes had a lot of tough relationships in the past from what I've heard but hes always been a gentleman even when she was a bitch. I like that about him. No matter what hes always nice to a lady. He has a good head on his shoulders, he knows how to go out and have fun but he knows the fun has to stop and that he has to get up and go to work or college. Hes in college.. he would have guessed? He doesnt strike me as the type to be in college. But he is. He has some direction and I like it. He can carry a conversation... a real conversation. I'll i've found myself doing lately is thinking about him and whether or not I want to ask him out. Hes a shy guy and he's very mellow, hes waiting for the right moment to do it i think. Then agian I dont know if he officially wants to date becuase he goes to the club. I dont want him to go and not have a good time because he cant touch other chicks or what ever. I dont care, its the club hes out having fun he can rub his beer gut all over who ever he wants to. But that turns me off a bit. His habbits. He drinks and smokes and does drugs and what not. Granted I love the way he smells because of it. I like the smell of his ciggarettes. Theyre just marlboros, nothing special, but still... i like the smell.
we hung out yestarday, went to the mall. It was cute. We walked around for a few minutes then we went to get food, he was like im paying and i was like...ok... and we neded up with burger king. Couldnt decide what we wnated he told me to pick i told him to pick. we're both very undecivie and easy going so it was a tough time lol. we flipped a coin to figure it out. After we came back here and watched movies. We cuddled on the couch it was cute. He put his head in my lap and we changed positions like 384983843 times and then eventually he had his head in my lap again adn he fell asleep it was so cute. I didnt know if i was supoused to wake him up or not. He woke up and was like omg im sorry that was so rude. and i was like... whatever rob calm down its not rude sleep. He kept kissing my hand and my shoulder it was cute. I liked it. He kissed my neck a few times and it was weird and scruffy but nonetheless, enjoyable.
He went home around 630 when things got weird. we ran outta things to do. He asked if it was ok to call me sometime this week hehe and i told him yeah that would be fine if he wanted and he said ok i'll give u a call friday and see what youre up to. I have so much to do friday and i forgot about like all of it because my mind was on rob and when i get to see him next. I want to hang out with him more but i dont want to seem deperate. Ive wnated to call him so many times today because i stayed home. Milo threw up blood and we went to the emergency room vet thingy... didnt get home till like 1. Went to bed around2. I set my alarm for 650 to see if id get up and how tired id be and what not, but i didnt get up till after 7... thats when the alarm finally hit me lol. But yeah wanted to call him so many times to be like hey lets do something before i go to work but i didnt. I didnt want to seem desperate. it was bad enough i drove by his house like 3 times to see if he was home but that was because i was driving aimlessly anyway and i usually cut down his streeet haha.
well.. imma watch tv for a few before work...
bye
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