i deleted all my friends -2
so yeah basically. i deleted everyone i dont really talk to anymore..so the only mutual users are me, holly, and megan!! yay! now i can let the "real me" shine throughhhhh. ha j to the k. that is SUCH a cliche!!!! like when people say "Im really just trying to get to know myself" "find out who i reallllly am"..its so retarded. STOP!! you wont EVER find out who you "really are" because you are constantly changing. IMPERMANENCE PEOPLE!! yes its good to have principles, faith morals and all that jazz....but i dont think anyone will ever have a confident handle on their inner being. life is too transitional. i mean hello hasnt anyone ever read the 3 million page long tale of genji????!! :)
MY SISTER IS PREGNANT!!! yayyyyy. i am SO SO SO happy for her. really. i cant wait to be an auntieeee! i think its gonna be a boy.
so far THE LIST for the birthday weekend getaway:
( ) = tenatively on the guest list ;)
Brianna
Megan
Tara
Holly
Matt
Chris K
Justin
(ashley)
(lindsay)
(scott)
(roxi)
(britney & jonathan) I KNOW people...i just think it would be a very nice gesture.
thats basically it for now. every person must bring atleast one game or activity to do. guitars dont count---but they should be "broughten".
gifts are mandatory. JUST KIDDING. i dont want anything..really. just perfect attendance :) haa
i'm sick. ick.
i am so crushing on my TA. which is SOOOO unacceptable!!! im out of the denial stage... hahahahaha. the guy just rocks. really. but no it wont result in anything, because A) it just wont and B) even if it started to--- i wouldnt let it....because thats just what i do. shoot things down before they even begin (welllllll most things). i just really like the sound of his laughter....and his vintage record player..and the fact that he wears tight pant suits that are too short on him with mini-ties and ROLLERBLADES to class. haha and the wranglers nicely pointed out by tara. my mother is RIGHT!!! i like DORKS. not even dorks. just ODD different PEOPLE. unique creatures.....random artsy musical odd balls are my cup o tea!...preferabley with some form of ministry involvement.lololol. i make myself laugh. its good to know that even when i am alone..i still have myself. ;) just wink at yourself and smile. me motto for theee evening.
noapte buna!
MY SISTER IS PREGNANT!!! yayyyyy. i am SO SO SO happy for her. really. i cant wait to be an auntieeee! i think its gonna be a boy.
so far THE LIST for the birthday weekend getaway:
( ) = tenatively on the guest list ;)
Brianna
Megan
Tara
Holly
Matt
Chris K
Justin
(ashley)
(lindsay)
(scott)
(roxi)
(britney & jonathan) I KNOW people...i just think it would be a very nice gesture.
thats basically it for now. every person must bring atleast one game or activity to do. guitars dont count---but they should be "broughten".
gifts are mandatory. JUST KIDDING. i dont want anything..really. just perfect attendance :) haa
i'm sick. ick.
i am so crushing on my TA. which is SOOOO unacceptable!!! im out of the denial stage... hahahahaha. the guy just rocks. really. but no it wont result in anything, because A) it just wont and B) even if it started to--- i wouldnt let it....because thats just what i do. shoot things down before they even begin (welllllll most things). i just really like the sound of his laughter....and his vintage record player..and the fact that he wears tight pant suits that are too short on him with mini-ties and ROLLERBLADES to class. haha and the wranglers nicely pointed out by tara. my mother is RIGHT!!! i like DORKS. not even dorks. just ODD different PEOPLE. unique creatures.....random artsy musical odd balls are my cup o tea!...preferabley with some form of ministry involvement.lololol. i make myself laugh. its good to know that even when i am alone..i still have myself. ;) just wink at yourself and smile. me motto for theee evening.
noapte buna!