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It realy is amazing what a difference a week can make.
I'm already SO much happier with pretty much every aspect of my life.
Finally done with Pat for good, and I actually know I won't go back again.
For whatever dumbass reason it took me this long to learn that leason, but I least I have.
And it feels so fucking goooood to be free of that ha you have no idea.
So I've been hanging out with Courtney and Ashley and people again and I love it.
I'm finally starting to feel like part of the group haha since I can actually hang out all the time now.
And one person in particular I'm really enjoying hanging out with ;), which I'm very excited/happy about so far.
But of course there's going to be a problem with it that I'm really worried about and big surprise it's because of Pat.
I really fucking hate how I get him out of my life and yet there's still a way that he can fuck it up. I really don't want to pay him for the rent either but I know he'll be a physco about it and like stalk me for it. I just want him to move far far away ha.
Whateverrr I'm just happy and I'm pretty damn sure it's gonna stay this way a whileee. (:
I'm already SO much happier with pretty much every aspect of my life.
Finally done with Pat for good, and I actually know I won't go back again.
For whatever dumbass reason it took me this long to learn that leason, but I least I have.
And it feels so fucking goooood to be free of that ha you have no idea.
So I've been hanging out with Courtney and Ashley and people again and I love it.
I'm finally starting to feel like part of the group haha since I can actually hang out all the time now.
And one person in particular I'm really enjoying hanging out with ;), which I'm very excited/happy about so far.
But of course there's going to be a problem with it that I'm really worried about and big surprise it's because of Pat.
I really fucking hate how I get him out of my life and yet there's still a way that he can fuck it up. I really don't want to pay him for the rent either but I know he'll be a physco about it and like stalk me for it. I just want him to move far far away ha.
Whateverrr I'm just happy and I'm pretty damn sure it's gonna stay this way a whileee. (: